Posts tagged grief
Dear Brother
Jan 16th

Oh Brother
Oh Brother I can believe its true
Four years ago life was changed forever
Our lives kept moving,
But yours suddently stopped on Earth.
I know you watch from up above
Your little boy knows Heaven in not far
He loves to glance up at the midnight sky
And say “my daddy is up their with God by his side”…
This weekend he had the powers of a superhero
We were all so proud
Fighting the villains, the bad guys and our tears from inside
I’m sure you were watching, did you see his smile?
I love you and miss you this will always be true
A bittersweet weekend one of joyous life, yet blues
Never forgetting the bond we shared
Thank you for the gift of your son you have shared.
Angels on the Moon
Jan 14th
So tell me your name
And do you care, about all the little things or anything at all?
I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside I wanna feel
I wanna sunburn, just to know that I’m alive
To know I’m alive
Don’t tell me if I’m dying, ’cause I don’t wanna know
If I can’t see the sun, maybe I should go
Don’t wake me ’cause I’m dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon
Do you believe, in the day that you were born?
Tell me, do you believe?
And do you know, that everyday’s the first of the rest of your life?
Don’t tell me if I’m dying, ’cause I don’t wanna know
If I can’t see the sun, maybe I should go
Don’t wake me ’cause I’m dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon
This is to one last day in the shadows
And to know a brother’s love
This is to New York City angels
And the rivers of our blood
This is to all of us, to all of us
So don’t tell me if I’m dying, ’cause I don’t wanna know
If I can’t see the sun, maybe I should go
Don’t wake me cause I’m dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon
Yeah, you can tell me all your thoughts
About the stars that fill polluted skies
And show me where you run to
When no one’s left to take your side
But don’t tell me where the road ends
‘Cause I just don’t wanna know,
No I don’t wanna know
Don’t tell me if I’m dying
Don’t tell me if I’m dying
Don’t tell me if I’m dying
what if
Jan 7th
…you knew 9 days from now you would die?
You would take your last breath, see your last sunrise and sunset, taste your last sip of coffee, glance at your last tree, observe your last leaf blowing in the wind, feel your last hug on earth, give your loved one a last kiss…
…what would you do different?
words
Sep 24th
to feel is bliss
most of the time…
to feel is numbing
some of the time…
to understanding is explosive
all of the time!
to know the hole deep and dark
fingers scratching
legs lunging
arms thrusting, grabbing for hope.
Mind tricks,
A silly game,
Deceit at the finest levels,
Convinced otherwise no others could tell.
To be happy
To reach
Why, sometimes I ask why
As the pain, floods..
Can you tell, from up there?
Can you make Heaven from my hell?
Fix it from up There
After all you left us here
Took the easy way
And I will have to tell.
Instead I sit here
Mind tricks,
A silly game I tell
To be happy is what I sell
A smile and a blank stare.
